I think that was the best break up I've ever had. Weird, right? Doug was really nice and totally understanding. I'm slightly shocked. He said he was disappointed that it didn't work out but he understood that I needed to do what was best for me. He said he wanted to be friends so I told him that was a possibility. I don't know how long the friendship will last but I guess we will cross that bridge when we get there. I feel free and that is exactly how I wanted to feel. I don't want to be attached or tied down. This is going to be good for me! (I feel like I was shouting with that last statement, maybe with a fist pump)
Two hours until my "fresh" starts officially begins. Wish me luck; I'm going to need it!
Hazel E. Long
My Grandmother looking beautiful.
Monday, February 28, 2011
Breaking Out Of The Funk!
Okay, okay, okay...I know I've posted in a month. My apologies. The month of February was crazy and flew by way too fast. I feel like I was in a fog or a funk for the whole month. I just felt blah and overall not very happy.
Today is the last day of February, perfect for making some changes before March storms in tomorrow.
-I'm just beginning a pretty in-depth job search that I am excited about. Don't get me wrong, moving and starting all over again scares the hell out of me but I think in a good way. I leave in a couple weeks for a job conference that I'm very excited for.
-I'm back on track with WW and watching what I'm eating. I weighed myself and tracked so I'm heading in the right direction!
-I'm having "the talk" with Doug tonight. Things just aren't working out with us...he thinks there is more to our relationship than there is. I just need to end it now and not keep stringing it along. We will both be better for it.
-Breaking up with Doug means I am single (yet again) but I'm totally ok with that. I need some good quality me time! So yes you are correct, I'm taking one of my famous breaks (again). I have a good feeling about this one, that it might actually stick. I have no prospects and I am not interested in restarting something with a guy from the past. They are in my past for a reason, right?
So here I come March, are you ready? I sure hope I am!
Today is the last day of February, perfect for making some changes before March storms in tomorrow.
-I'm just beginning a pretty in-depth job search that I am excited about. Don't get me wrong, moving and starting all over again scares the hell out of me but I think in a good way. I leave in a couple weeks for a job conference that I'm very excited for.
-I'm back on track with WW and watching what I'm eating. I weighed myself and tracked so I'm heading in the right direction!
-I'm having "the talk" with Doug tonight. Things just aren't working out with us...he thinks there is more to our relationship than there is. I just need to end it now and not keep stringing it along. We will both be better for it.
-Breaking up with Doug means I am single (yet again) but I'm totally ok with that. I need some good quality me time! So yes you are correct, I'm taking one of my famous breaks (again). I have a good feeling about this one, that it might actually stick. I have no prospects and I am not interested in restarting something with a guy from the past. They are in my past for a reason, right?
So here I come March, are you ready? I sure hope I am!
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
Too Busy To Be Happy
I know it's been a long time since I last posted. My apologies. Things have been super busy at work. I've let some things slip and that includes the blog.
Let's recap!
Things with work are super busy and taking up most of my freetime. I'm starting to really think about job searching. This is both exciting and terrifying all at the same time. I'm looking at staying in the area but you never know. I need to redo my coverletter and tweek my resume. I'm not sure when I'm going to have time to do that and all my work stuff. I can't beleive its February already!
The health and fitness stuff has been put on the backburner. I'm really trying hard this week to work off the few pounds I've gained in the last few weeks. Once the weather clears up, I'm going to head back to the gym. I do like working out, I just need to remember that after a long ass day of work.
Doug...we are still going out. I have good days and bad days with him. We are still moving extreamly slow and I'm starting to lose interest. I don't want to lose interest but I want to see if this is going anywhere before I put my heart into it. We are going out this weekend and I hope that something finally happend. I don't know what I'm going to do if it doesn't.
Well that is the update. I'm still looking for my happiness but I am on my way there.
Let's recap!
Things with work are super busy and taking up most of my freetime. I'm starting to really think about job searching. This is both exciting and terrifying all at the same time. I'm looking at staying in the area but you never know. I need to redo my coverletter and tweek my resume. I'm not sure when I'm going to have time to do that and all my work stuff. I can't beleive its February already!
The health and fitness stuff has been put on the backburner. I'm really trying hard this week to work off the few pounds I've gained in the last few weeks. Once the weather clears up, I'm going to head back to the gym. I do like working out, I just need to remember that after a long ass day of work.
Doug...we are still going out. I have good days and bad days with him. We are still moving extreamly slow and I'm starting to lose interest. I don't want to lose interest but I want to see if this is going anywhere before I put my heart into it. We are going out this weekend and I hope that something finally happend. I don't know what I'm going to do if it doesn't.
Well that is the update. I'm still looking for my happiness but I am on my way there.
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