Do you remember Marc (aka Valintine's Day)? We dated for a hot second in February and March 2009 then we attempted to remain friends with a side of benifits. You also may remember a few post in January about Marc. I made the mistake of I asked him to get back together. He waited a month to tell me he didn't know how to respond. He randomly contacted me in March but it didn't go anywhere.
Last week, during my freak out, I contacted Marc. "Hanging out" with Marc was always my fall back after every bad date or breakup. I was expecting to end things with Mr.Clean so the logical thing was to contact Marc.
Tonight Marc picked me up for dinner. There were a few things I noticed...1. he had an awful haircut, 2.his car was a mess, 3. he smelled like pot. I should have turned around then. We went dinner where he proceeded to eat two cheeseburgers (because he was high). He told me he was taking a quarter off from school to "find himself". He was planning on spending the summer driving around the country and getting high. I was shocked. The guy I dated last year was focused and driven...he was planning on getting his bachelors in computer science. The guy sitting across from me wasn't sure if he was going to finished his associates degree. He certainly turned into a real winner.
We finished our dinner and came back to my place (not before he got high in his car outside my apartment). We watched a movie then he left. We hugged goodbye and that was the end of it. Thinking about it now, a few hours later, I'm kind of glad we had dinner. It's good to know that I'm not missing anything. This is one old habit already dead and that needs to stay buried.
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