Things aren't going well with Mr.Clean. The last time I saw him (May 29) we had a "mini-talk". I thought the talk went well and that we were on the same page. We aren't bf/gf but we discussed not seeing over people. I thought we were in a good place. I talked to him a few days later about his weekend and possibly getting together before I went out of town last weekend. We were on track to make plans when he disappeared again. He sent me a message on the dating site saying he broke his phone and that's why he hadn't called or texted. I took a deep breath and responded back. I attempted to be understanding and not act hurt. I invited him to my birthday dinner on Wednesday and asked him to call me. He logged in on Monday but never returned my message. He didn't show up to dinner or even wish my a happy birthday on Wednesday. He hasn't logged on and I haven't heard from him.
There are a million things running through my head right now. If he wanted to end it, then why didn't you say that in the message Sunday? I wasn't expecting a present or anything major for the b-day but I would have liked a call or text. I feel so stupid for falling for him and doing this to myself again. I've thought about calling or texting him to see what's up. It's the hanging on that's killing me. I really just want to know if he is in or out.
"And it's alright, yeah I'll be fine
Don't worry 'bout this heart of mine
Just take your love and hit the road
There's nothing you can do or say
You're gonna break my heart anyway
So just leave the pieces when you go"
- The Wreckers Leave The Pieces
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mu6sdbxD3gU
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