I’m starting to freak a little. I have talked to Brandon since Saturday night. It’s Tuesday. I called a left a message Sunday night...no response. Against my better judgment, I called him last night. I didn’t leave a message but I know it came up as a missed call. I am really really trying hard not to freak. It’s not really working very well. I’ve been trying to put him out of my head all day saying that if he wanted to talk to him he will call. Maybe he is just busy. Maybe something happened with his family so he can’t talk. Maybe he doesn’t want to see me anymore. Maybe I said something stupid on the phone and he hates me. Ok...the last one might be a little extreme.
I will not call him tonight. I will not call him tonight. I will not call him tonight.
When he does call me, I won’t make a comment about him not returning my calls. When he does call me, I won’t make a comment about him not returning my calls. When he does call me, I won’t make a comment about him not returning my calls.
Breathe in the good air and breathe out the bad air. Breathe in the good air and breathe out the bad air. Breathe in the good air and breathe out the bad air.
Yes, I am crazy. Is this really shocking to you? I didn’t think so. I just need to take this one day at a time...why am I always in a rush? I have no plans on seeing anyone else so I’m not wasting my time. No relationship was a waste of time; it’s a learning experience of the next relationship you’re in.
I will not call him tonight. When he does call me, I won’t make a comment about him not returning my calls. Breathe in the good air and breathe out the bad air.
No comments:
Post a Comment