Deleted

I did something bold this morning and deleted my online dating profile. At this point in my life, it was more of a toxin than anything. Truth be told, I’m very glad it’s gone. I needed to be rid of the constant reminder of my failed relationships. I feel good about it.

Update on my last post: I never hear anything from Brandon. I texted him again around midnight asking what happened. I have yet to hear from him and its almost noon. I know now that I can’t do this. I cannot have romantic relationship with him. I need something stable in my very crazy and unstable life. I also need to be a priority in that person’s life. I’m not sure what I’m going to say to Brandon when he calls…that is if he ever calls. I need to take this experience for what it was and move on. I would consider being friends with Brandon but I’m not totally sure about that either.

On a positive note, I have been talking to a new guy. Its only been a week so I’m not jumping the gun. He seems nice and we have a lot in common. I told him I was deleting my profile so we will see what he has to say.

Don’t worry…I’m taking it very slow. I need to be a little selfish for awhile.