The Talk

I know its been a few days since I've posted but I needed a few days to think. I gave Brandon his space and we finally connected late Saturday night. We chatted for a bit about our weekends but he was getting tired so we got off the phone but we would talk again. A few minutes later I got a text message from him apologizing for being selfish and that he was feeling very nervous letting me in. I also said that he needed things to move slow. I texted back saying I want to talk to him so I could better understand what he was trying to say. He asked if we could talk tomorrow. He also said that it wasn't about me and the he was still interested in talking to me. I felt better after he said that.

Sunday was a long day for me so I didn't call him until later. I called and left a message...no response. I sent a text message late Sunday night telling Brandon that I was here when he was ready to talk to me. He called me back on Monday. We had a good talk on Monday. He was honest with me and open about what had been going on in his life. I was open and honest about how he was making me feel. We talked about still talking and seeing each other. He said he wasn't seeing anyone else and I said I had no plans to either. I like that I can be honest with him and that he is honest with me. We are taking it slow and I'm ok with that...right now.

Since our talk on Monday...things have been good and it feels closer to the way it did before. I'm hanging in there. I spoke with my mentor about it and she says I need to be careful but this was happening in my life for a reason. It's been giving me something to really think about.