...is on the "No Date" list. He is officially my last Brandon. If your name is Eric(k), Mike, Michale, Brandon, or Matt...please keep on moving. Thank you and have a nice day.
It's Thursday and I still haven't heard anything from Brandon. Surprisingly, I'm okay. I officially deleted him number on Monday. (Sidebar: I did give his number to my friend just in case I needed it for some reason. Even if I asked for it, I have a feeling she wouldn't give it to me. She's a good friend!). I spoke with my mentor on Sunday and my counselor on Tuesday...both of them think its for the better. They also think I might not hear from him again.
I'm a little torn by the situation. For some crazy reason, I still care about him. I want to know he is doing okay and that something terrible didn't happened. On the other hand, my life has been so much less stressful since he has left it. I don't have to worry if he will call or not. I don't have to worry if he is going to shut down and not talk to me for three days. Maybe one day I'll hear from him again or maybe I won't. I will take what I've learned for this relationship and move on.
The new guy, Doug, is a good guy. We are still in the email stages so no need to rush anything. I'm a little nervous to get into something...again...but you have to get back out there, right?
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